These last few days have been going pretty well. I am working hard in my program and in my emotional therapy. I am experiencing some odd feelings.

I am super excited about going home in about 3 weeks, but I am also so nervous. I know that I will do great at home, but I have my self-doubts.

No matter what happens at home I am going to work and keep losing weight.

I know that I will do well, because I am signing up for personal training sessions 5 times a week, I will be going to a really good physical therapist, and a very good therapist, both of whom my best friend's mom recommended to me. I am trying to catch up everything that I have been slacking on in the last few weeks. I am looking forward to going home and starting fresh at home with my 'new' self, and my newfound confidence.

This weekend I am going home to go to winter formal at Knott's Berry Farm. My group is going to dinner and then to Knott's and then we are going to an after-party somewhere. I am excited, but this will be my first OCC without my mom there to help me. My sister will help me if I need it; she is on this program at home, and doing wonderfully. In addition, while I am at home both my sister and I will be trying out for the Pageant of the Masters, in Laguna Beach, California. Pageant of the Masters is each year a different theme is chosen, different pieces of art is chosen in each category. The categories range from statues to wall hangings to propaganda of the time. The piece of art is put in to real life sizes and volunteers, who are chosen, recreate the picture. To see what I am talking about: http://www.foapom.com/

I am doing well, and I am excited to see where I am going to go in these next few weeks here at AOS.