Wake Up and Put Life to Its Test
Yeah so I feel really uncertain today and sad. I want to be a Yabo so bad, but I do not know if I will ever get it. Mentally I feel drained and do not know what to do. My Behavioral coach is out early today so we did not have a session. I have double study hall so I think I am going to write down my feelings if I am done with my work early.
So basically I like someone and I don't know what to do. I know that I shouldn't get in a relationship and I know that it would not do my program any justice; besides that person would not want me. So I need to put back the pieces and find out what I'm going to do. I think that I'm going to just let the feeling pass.
I think that tomorrow I am going to wake up and just put life to its test. Ready to face it, no matter what it brings me. I hopefully can get some reassurance about the whole Yabo thing because I do not want to put my energy into something that I will never have. So I am going to close today with a simple thing;
"He love me, He loves me not , he loves me, he love me... shot"
So basically I like someone and I don't know what to do. I know that I shouldn't get in a relationship and I know that it would not do my program any justice; besides that person would not want me. So I need to put back the pieces and find out what I'm going to do. I think that I'm going to just let the feeling pass.
I think that tomorrow I am going to wake up and just put life to its test. Ready to face it, no matter what it brings me. I hopefully can get some reassurance about the whole Yabo thing because I do not want to put my energy into something that I will never have. So I am going to close today with a simple thing;
"He love me, He loves me not , he loves me, he love me... shot"
posted by Wellspring Camps at 9:53 PM
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